22 year old life Crisis
So I’ve been going through some things recently and I think I might have come to some conclusions. I want a regular life. I want to live somewhere (that is not L.A.) and have a house and a husband and some kids maybe even a dog (a small cute one). I want a job where I am useful and can help people, somewhere where I am making a difference and can feel proud of what I do. I want to have a close group of friends that comes to my house on Fridays for dinner and charades. On Saturdays I want to go on a date with my husband and dress up and look good. Dinner and a movie is my favorite. I’m tired of living in a place with unrealistic expectations. I don’t want to have to go on auditions and prove that I’m worthy to someone who doesn’t know me and has one idea of what “hot” is. I want to choose my life not let others decide it for me. Regular and fulfilling, that sounds so lovely. So how do I get there? I’m trying to figure that out but for now I guess just finish school or something. I think I may be making some progress though.
